this feeling so sublime. forget time only feeling. you sink into your own body as it moves like clay, devouring you...whoever 'you' are. sinking like quicksand. helpless under the spell of another human's touch on your outer core. only when someone else touches you can you truly feel alive...the incredible sensation of pulling, stretching, pushing, sliding the flesh and whatever's underneath it until you forget all life's worries.

i had a massage today.